11 WEEKS! YAY!

So, I'm 11 weeks pregnant now. I would like to state that I did have more bleeding. It was bright red again and everytime I kept going to the doctor. I felt stupid, but it paid off! I went in on a Friday to my OBGYN and the doctor was out. The nurse practioner examined me and couldn't find anything. The ultra sound tech. was not at work that day, so I was sent to the hospital for the u/s. Which instead of only 4 pics like my doctor does, I had about 30 taken. FINALLY we discovered where the bleeding was coming from. I had a small tear in my uterus. It was so small that they said it should heal fast, but if it were bigger I might loose the baby. So, I was put on both bed rest and pelvic rest. So please ladies, never give up on finding out what is going on with your body. Go with your gut instinct.

Everything is GREAT now! I'm feeling SOOOO much better already! I don't have to take naps anymore and I don't feel nausous that much anymore. So my apitite is coming back! YAY! I'm so happy I can eat again! I was forcing food down my throat before.

My hubby got the job in Texas that we've been waiting on since November-ish. So we should be moving within the next month or so! I'm soooo excited! Hurricane season is coming up and I'm so glad we don't have to worry about that anymore, except to worry about our family that lives here. But now they will have a safe place to go. My mom isn't really supportive of our move as of yet. She's laying the guilt trip on me whenever she can. It really sucks! I wish she could just be happy for us. It's her first grandchild and I guess she thinks she will be missing alot, but she was planning on moving in 2 years anyways! Geeze! Besides, we'll only be 5 hours away. It's like we are going across the contry! Anyways, I'm still excited! YAY! The pieces are finally falling into the right places!

Nausousness.... eeeek!

I'm just going to keep this post really short. It's like 1:30 am lol! It's hard for me to sleep sometimes even when I'm sleepy. Anyways, things have been going great lately. I did have a scare last Monday, I thought I was having a miscarriage, but it turned out to be nothing, thank God! I haven't had any bleeding since. I think it was due to the pelvic exam I had had the day before, it just really irritated me. I'm doing as well as I can be. I'm terribly sleepy all day and take lots of naps, which is probably why I cannot sleep at night. And I am nauseous all day long. I never vomit, but I stay sick to my stomach all day long. It's hard to eat anything because food isn't appealing to me right now. But I hear that by month 3 it goes away for most women so I'm hoping it does. I'm now 8 weeks! YAY! Who would have EVER thought I would be pregnant! Yes it's something I always wanted, but it's something we tried so long for I was loosing hope. Now that I am I think I'm still in shock. I don't really "feel" pregnant right now I just feel really sick. But I'm willing to deal with it if it means I get my little bundle of joy. Well, I seriously need to go to bed now. Good night!

I told hubby!

So FINALLY my hubby came home. I had a set up waiting for him! I had put a hamburger bun on a plate and on an index card I wrote "Looks like somebody's got a bun in the oven". Then I took 2 toothpicks taped it to the back of the index card and inserted it into the bun. Then I placed the bun in the oven. When hubby got home I was causually sitting on the sofa like nothing new has happened. He thought I was waiting for him to get home to test. So he ask me to go take a test now that he was home. So I agreed but then I said "Oh, shoot! Honey, I left something in the oven! Can you check it for me please?" When he opened the oven he almost cried. It was a fun way to tell him.

I had my first doctor's appointment on Wend. April 22nd. It was the first time I had seen this doctor so I was a little nervous. I had also had spotting a couple of times and was very worried. But she said I was ok. Then I got to do an ultra sound. I was only 5 weeks and 5 days at the time, so baby is still really just a blob. It was still magical to see though. It kind of makes it all "real". Since baby was so small I have to go back this coming Wend. April 29th so we can see the baby's heart beat. Now THAT will be exciting! I just wish my hubby could be here to see it. He just left today and will be home late Thursday night. That will be his schedual for the next 3 months.

I haven't had many pregnancy symptoms yet. Mostly fatigue. All I ever want to do is sleep ALL day long! Sometimes I will get nausous. I had to get up a few times at 4am and eat crackers. YUK! But it's all for a good cause. Well, as I said I am very sleepy and I gotta go. Can't wait to see my baby blob next Wend! :D

I'M PREGNANT!

Wow, after 15 months of trying I'm finally pregnant! I found out Monday, April 6th. Of course my hubby isn't home and will not be home until Saturday. I want to wait and tell him face to face and not over the phone. I cannot even begin to tell you how many pregnancy test I have taken in the last 15 months! So when I seen a faint line in the test area, I was so overwhelmed! I ran to my sisters house, next door, and told her right away! There was screaming, laughing, and crying! I cannot wait to tell my hubby. He'll actually get home a bit early now, midnight 2night. I told him I had something planned for him from a while back forgetting he was working that day and he agreed to come home early since he could get a flight in.
It was important to me that he come home early, not only to share the good news, but to be able to tell my Mom. She will be going out of town early Saturday to her hubby's family for Easter. I want to try and catch her before they take off so she can have a nice Easter surprise! She's always always hinted around to wanting grandchildren, so I can't wait to see her face when we tell her! No one even knows we were trying, we kept it a secret, so everyone will be surprised. I also can't wait to tell his Mom. It will be her first grandchild as well! My hubby is her only child. His dad is offshore so he'll have to find out later. (Sorry Father-in-law!) I just cannot contain my joy over this much longer and feel I have to scream it from the roof tops for the whole world to hear!

I have waited for this day for so long. I remember at 24, 2 years into our marriage, I begged and pleaded with my hubby to have a baby. He wasn't ready and I had to respect that. I knew God had a plan and I needed to be patient. It's all seeming to fall into place now! God couldn't have timed it better for us. My hubby just paid off his car and mine will be paid off in 2 months! That's an extra $700/month we will have to pay on our other debts (which isn't to much) and enough to start saving for our baby. Also in 3 months hopefully his work will give him that job. While it will be even more difficult now to leave family and move to a new town, it will be great new beginning for our own little family. We would after all be safe from hurricanes and still only 5 hours away for family visits.

My life now is no longer humble or boring. This changes everything! I might have to change my blogs name to something else other than "My humble life"!

Moved Delayed

Okay, so I guess I'm giving up hope on ever moving out of this hurricanne ridden area. For now at least. They are saying now maybe June. It's all a bunch of BS if you ask me. Guess the economy is suffering to much right now to give promotions.

Anyways, besides all that, I'm doing good. Me and hubby started a new supplement to help us concieve. It's called FertilAide. He takes the men's I take the womens. I started it last month a week b4 my period. I'm now doing the last week of my 2ww (2 week wait) so in about 6 days I'll test. I'm really hoping we got it this time! Keeping my fingers crossed!

Still-a-waiten'

Yea still waiting to see if my hubby officially got the job or not. They are taking a long time to sign the papers. I'm getting really nervous about the idea of staying here. I was so dead against it at first (moving), now I just can't stand the idea of staying here. I can't stand the idea of having to evacuate this year. Last year was so hard on me! Mentally and physically! It took me 11 hours to drive a distance that would normally take 5 hours!!!! That's insaine! For about an hour straight we didn't move a single inch in bumper to bumper traffic. AND WE HAD LEFT EARLY TO!!! I ran out of gas on the way and by the grace of God found a gas station that was open. The line to it was an 45 minutes long, but hey I found gas! Then I had to go potty in the woods on the side of the road. It was not a fun experience. Katrina wasn't any nicer to us either! I had a nervous breakdown for Katrina! Watching it on T.V. over our city. Wondering if we had a home left or not. I just broke down in public. I fell to the ground and just couldn't stop crying! It was awful. Last year was pretty close to that to!

Anyways, keepin' my fingers crossed and praying God gives us this great opprotunity! And on a lighter note it's a new month in my "womanly cycle" as I call it. Which means new oprotunity to try and have a baby! YAY! Hopefully though things will start to go smoothly for us!

Just a bad day! :(

So my hubby went back to work this morning at 5am. He stayed home an extra day this week. Anyways, we haven't heard anything about what his company will offer us (for sure) yet. I have so many questions and NO answers! I'm so frustrated! If they say we have to be there by April 1st why can't they give us any answers and why doesn't my husband demand them? I don't know. I'm just really sad today.
I started looking back at how good of a student I was in highschool and how everyone, including myself ,had such high expections/hopes for my future. Now here I am 10 years later a big fat NOTHING! I haven't done anything with my life! I feel so depressed today. It's just one of those days you wish you would have just stayed in bed for! I don't usually look at my life that way, but today it just hit me the wrong way I guess. I just can't wait to get a new start on life in a new place. I'm sure that will help, but right now just some answers and clear direction about my near future home and life would be great. If it were only that easy to just figure it all out!